Saturday, November 19, 2005

last couple days

have you ever felt completely rejuvenated by hearing just the right mix of songs? i had this happen to me thursday night when i was at a local coffee shop meeting with some friends and a prof from my department. the coffee shop was playing this great mix of songs from the grosse point blank soundtrack and flogging molly. it was such a weird, but great mix. totally made me feel so much better after such a freaking long day. i had gotten up rather early so i could leave from home to get back to school before class started only to deal with all the lovely snow that had fallen overnight and that morning. of course it was thursday one of my super long days only to be followed by a meeting and then i ended up hanging with some friends for a bit.

but yeah the music. it was such a great mix. or at least i thought so. i have weird music tastes. i'm very electic with my musical preferences. i'll listen to all sorts of things, but i tend to listen to whatever pleases me rather than based on popularity. so i rarely listen to whatever is the lastest greatest. i'm not a music snob. not one of those people who only listen to bands that are unknown so that they look cool. no i just happened to be someone who bucks the trend by liking stuff years later. i'm strange :P

my eyes are all cool now.. or at least are on their way of heading that way. turns out it was my old condition acting up again so more eye drops and a new solution for my contacts. hopefully this will combat the problem cause the last thing i need before finals is anything wrong with my eyes. i'm blind enough thank you very much, i can't see my own toes even if they are covered in bright red polish without glasses or contacts. i don't need them to be any worse.

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

it's snowing!!!

it's snowing!!! first snow of the year. i doubt it will stick much more the weather peeps are now predicting up to 3 inches today. should make for an interesting day tomorrow :)

maybe the snow will finally convice the last few die hard's to stop wearing flip flops outside. i'm a midwesterner born and bred and can withstand some pretty cold weather(ie skiing in 30 below temps), but even i know when it's time to start wearing socks and shoes.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

blog issues

for all those that apparently are reading my blog, i'm working on the read more problem. for some reason read more insists on posting itself on every single post, whether i put the corresponding java in or not. although a few of the read more's actually do link to more of the post. hopefully i'll be getting that fixed soonish and then get that silly read more changed to something cooler.

rainy days

today's been a gorgeous rainy day. i love rainy days, they are such great nap days. however, tuesdays are one of my busiest days of the week so no nap for me, but it's still great to be out and enjoy the weather. almost all the leaves have now fallen between the heavy rain and the horrid wind all weekend.

the weather is finally getting cold so that's a welcome change. i'm sick of the warm fall we had, so the idea of possible snow tomorrow is really exciting. actually the crazy weather people are talking that we might have a white thanksgiving too, which although that's always cool to have i hate driving home from school in that kind of weather.

well i have a meeting to go to still this evening and then back to work on my huge papers because i have to run home tomorrow for a doctors appointment. got to love having a problem with your eyes, especially during the busiest time of the semester. i'm thinking it's just eye strain and the fact that my eyes hardly produce any tears, but the blurry vision and focusing problems are getting sort of ridiculous.

school is soo trying to kill me.....

Friday, November 11, 2005

veteran's day

since vetern's day should always honor those who have served and those currently serving in our armed services, i dedicate this poem to them today. i've always loved it and since it was written during world war I it is rather fitting.

In Flanders Fields
By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918)
Canadian Army

IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow
Between the crosses row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.



here's the back story to the poem because it's so cool and everyone should read it at least once.
McCrae's "In Flanders Fields" remains to this day one of the most memorable war poems ever written. It is a lasting legacy of the terrible battle in the Ypres salient in the spring of 1915. Here is the story of the making of that poem:

Although he had been a doctor for years and had served in the South African War, it was impossible to get used to the suffering, the screams, and the blood here, and Major John McCrae had seen and heard enough in his dressing station to last him a lifetime.

As a surgeon attached to the 1st Field Artillery Brigade, Major McCrae, who had joined the McGill faculty in 1900 after graduating from the University of Toronto, had spent seventeen days treating injured men -- Canadians, British, Indians, French, and Germans -- in the Ypres salient.

It had been an ordeal that he had hardly thought possible. McCrae later wrote of it:

"I wish I could embody on paper some of the varied sensations of that seventeen days... Seventeen days of Hades! At the end of the first day if anyone had told us we had to spend seventeen days there, we would have folded our hands and said it could not have been done."

One death particularly affected McCrae. A young friend and former student, Lieut. Alexis Helmer of Ottawa, had been killed by a shell burst on 2 May 1915. Lieutenant Helmer was buried later that day in the little cemetery outside McCrae's dressing station, and McCrae had performed the funeral ceremony in the absence of the chaplain.

The next day, sitting on the back of an ambulance parked near the dressing station beside the Canal de l'Yser, just a few hundred yards north of Ypres, McCrae vented his anguish by composing a poem. The major was no stranger to writing, having authored several medical texts besides dabbling in poetry.

In the nearby cemetery, McCrae could see the wild poppies that sprang up in the ditches in that part of Europe, and he spent twenty minutes of precious rest time scribbling fifteen lines of verse in a notebook.

A young soldier watched him write it. Cyril Allinson, a twenty-two year old sergeant-major, was delivering mail that day when he spotted McCrae. The major looked up as Allinson approached, then went on writing while the sergeant-major stood there quietly. "His face was very tired but calm as we wrote," Allinson recalled. "He looked around from time to time, his eyes straying to Helmer's grave."

When McCrae finished five minutes later, he took his mail from Allinson and, without saying a word, handed his pad to the young NCO. Allinson was moved by what he read:

"The poem was exactly an exact description of the scene in front of us both. He used the word blow in that line because the poppies actually were being blown that morning by a gentle east wind. It never occurred to me at that time that it would ever be published. It seemed to me just an exact description of the scene."

In fact, it was very nearly not published. Dissatisfied with it, McCrae tossed the poem away, but a fellow officer retrieved it and sent it to newspapers in England. The Spectator, in London, rejected it, but Punch published it on 8 December 1915.


I would like to say thank you soo much to all those who have served and who are currently serving in the US armed forces. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the freedoms that we all enjoy daily.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

holidays

well it's officially the holiday season. today on my way home from classes i noticed that all of the dorms have their christmas lights up :) soon when they start turning them on at dusk i will be able to santa's sleigh on top of the dorm across the street. ahhhh... holidays in college